Seriously am I invisible? Not only am I non-existent to the World but also to my family. I don’t know why it is I want so badly to have that special exclusive bond with them. I have managed this far in my life without it. I’m growing so tired of daydreaming and fantasizing of having the perfect family. I’ve always been detached from everybody my whole life. I guess I should only expect this. You could be my cousin, sister, close friend, inspiration and as soon as I feel comfortable I’ll put three walls up after dropping one. Fair warning.